20.9.09

long time din write blog jor..
hehe...
now come back write again...
because my computer is ok liao..

start holiday again..
1week don"t know can do what..
haiz..
scare so sienz...
=(

next week going to PULAU PENANG...
3days 2 night with my cousin..
hehe..
hope go until there will no bored barh...
now i too scare bored..
don"t know why...

my life still is lonely and bored..
when my life can be back shine..
lonely and bored so scare...

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你和他分了...
不要不开心吧...
你都会说他和你分有原因的啊...
所以你也别在这样了...

开心点吧...
我明白你的心情...
你的心一定是很痛很痛...
我也试过...

要相信自己他会回来的...
回到你的身边...
如果你还爱他的话那就等吧..
渐次到底一定会有结果...

要加油哦...

26.8.2009

24.8.2009
我和家人去金河哦...
闷死了...
没有什么东西买的...
晚安和我表哥出去吃东西...
很无聊吧...
我的生活就是这样..
赫赫...

25.8.2009
昨天下午和我表哥去看戏...
我,我表哥,我表哥的老婆...
赫赫...
去jusco看...
本来看laughing gor的...
可是要18岁才可以看...
可怜的我...没得看...

我就打电话给我表妹...
问她要看戏没有...
他说要看...
拿我和她就看...
大内密探009...
好笑到死...
赫赫...

26.8.2009
今天晚上要去cameron highland了哦...
和我家人...我表哥他们...
一定闷死我...
去到那边...没有地方去的...
haiz...
我的天啊...

要下线了...
拜拜...

我不想伤害到你 =[

对不起...
你还不了解我...
你也不懂我要的是什么...


我知道你对我很好...
可是我怕伤害到你...
我不想这样...
你知道吗

我还放不下他[某人]...
和你在一起我还以为不会再想起他...
会放下了他[某人]...
可是不能...
我不懂为什么..

你说你要照顾我一辈子...
照顾我一辈子你能吗??
不会伤害我...
不会骗我...
你说你不想失去我...
你也说你会等我...
等到我和你在一起的那一天...

你不要再这样了好吗...
你叫我不要伤到你....
我也不想的...
我真的真的不想伤到你的..

SHORT UPDATES

很久没写了哦...
家里的电脑还没好...所以很少上线了....
这几天考试...人家在考试...我就在睡觉...
赫赫...
我的电话回来了...
开心哦...

我要睡觉了...
累了...不好意思...
赫赫....

1/8/2009 @ 2/8/2009

cute maa...haha

OMG ... inside this picture is SIM.. she doing what...

SIM so X lorhx...haha...

[sim if you saw dou this picture dont angry ya... jk only...]

SAT night 1/8/2009... at my cousin geh room...

playing card..

我和我的表妹

MIKI...

sim sim AND me...

妈咪和爸爸

xue qi and me

jie ni AND me

sim,me,xue qi AND jie ni

MK and ME ^^ HE DRUNK LIAO..

要回家了哦...拍几张照片...做个纪念...赫赫

nothing to do.. take some picture.. me AND xue qi again..

sky[我表哥]，jie ni[ sky的女友哦]，我

哈哈...

1/8/2009 saturday..

at my cousin de home open wedding party...

i got cal sim them come...

hehe..

but sim also got come larhx..

sure sienz dou she sei...

because nothing to do..

at night playing card... we my cousin and my cousin geh friend..

damn funny...

who lost jor not drink beer geh..

drink REBINA or SUNFLOWER water...

haha...

so NOOB...

play until midnight...

than 4am wanna go out play basketball...

at last me and sim din go...

just my cousin and he gf go...

they call me 4.30am wake up...

because open door give them...

i cant wait jor...damn tired..

sleep jor...

so din open door give them...

hehe...

SORRY...

2/8/2009 sunday...

going to SERDANG xi lai deng...

my cousin geh wedding dinner start at 8.30...

but me n them so early go..

6.30something go...

sim alone at there...because im busy help my cousin mummy...

paiseh...

JIE NI and XUE QI also got go..

my cousin fetch them come...

hehe...

all also got drink beer...

mayb no drunk larhx...

10.30pm like this...

all people want back jor...

me and my cousin de friends dancing...

dont know got who liao...just know many people dancing only..

haha...

all drunk jor...

SO HAPPY and HIGH...

before we want back...we take some picture...

hehe..

also got some video...

write until here only larhx...

dont know want write what jor...

hehe...

伤 了 我 的 心

刚才他打电话给我...
他和我讲下个月一号...他不能来了...
算了...
我早就知道他不会来的...
我真的很不开心...没心情和他聊了...

我问他为什么不要来...是不是不能OFF啊...
他说：
不是啦...我进了医院...在pantai医院...
我说：
做么会进医院的...
他说：
我的耳朵有问题...

我的天啊...
我真的不懂要讲什么东西了...
所以我diam了一下下...

我叫他如果要来的话...
就打给我还是信息我...和我讲...

他说他住在医院...
所以下个月可能还不可以出来...
所以就来不到了...

OMG...
我说没关系吧...
拜拜啦...
关了他的电话...

我的心已经很伤心了...
心想如果他没进医院他回来吗...
因该不会吧...

我真的很想关心他...
可是不能...
我很怕...
所以到最后我也没关心他...
只是信心他..
叫他自己小心点..

做么无端端会这样的...
我自己都不知...
做么这些事情一定要发身在他生上呢...
不要发身在他生上..不可以吗...
我不要看到他这样...
好好的一个人...
就耳朵有问题...

我的心很痛...
很痛...
干嘛要这样来对他...
我不明白...

怎么办...
我不想在为了他哭...
真的不想哭了...
真的很累了...

我很努力的不再哭...
可是不懂为什么...
我的眼泪流下来了...

算了啦...
我答应我自己...
他的事...我不会再励...
不想要知道...
也不会再问...

因该这样我才会坚强吧...

我“林美琪”

不会再为了他哭...

我要坚强点...

这是我答应自己的东西...

我一定做到的...

加油...

25.7.2009

this few day at school so boring arh..
damn sienz de lorhx...
at class nothing to do...
just chat with my friend...
all also dont want hear teacher teach what...
that teacher also lebih punya ^^
hehe...

at home cant online jor..
because my computer got virus...
haizz..
wanna take to format liao..
so ma fan ==
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if you dont want reply my msg..
or dont want chat with me..
ok... nevermind..
i wont care anymore...

i hope you want come barh..

if you dont want to come..
i also cant do anything le..

i will try my best to give up.. wont find you anymore...
and wont distubing you...

now ur new life was happy..
ur life can without me..
without me you more freedom...and more happy...

maybe my new life cant without you..
everthing also no meaning for me anymore...
do you know...

你不爱了,
你也和我提出分手了...
到最后我想和你说,
分手了,我会努力的不想起你,你一定要活得比我跟快乐...
我们还可以做回朋友..
做回朋友就不象以前那么的好了...
因为................................ [我不会写出来的哦] *对不起*
"你心知道了,我的心也知道”的事...
两个人的心知道就好...

这些就是我想和你说的事...
要记得哦...
要活的比我跟快乐...

i will less online jor larhx..

mayb my blog also will less updated le..

sorry ya..