29.6.09

那天我在我表哥的家...
没有回家睡....所以没有的on9..
因为我表哥的电脑坏了...气死我..
在哪里闷死...
星期三到星期六..星期六才回家..
因为我妈咪和爸爸没有在家...

星期五晚上...出去喝茶..
我表妹,我,我的朋友..
在BEACH CAFE喝...
赫赫...

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我有一样东西不见了...
那个东西对我来说是很重要的...=[
还可以找的会吗..

不见了的东西就是戒指...
那个戒指是他给我的..

我最记得..刚和他在一起的时候...
晚上和他一起去唱K..在jusco的greenbox...
6.11.2008
唱K的时候...他给我他的戒指..
他和我说..这个戒指是他第一次买的...
也是他最喜欢的戒指..
他把这个戒指送给我...
他也有说..如果这个戒指不见了...那就是我和他的缘分结束了..

这戒指跟了我7个月多..
无端端不见了...很伤心一下..

本来要给回他的戒指...
现在要给回...也给不到了..

对不起...
对不起...
对不起...

21.6.09

21.6.09
他离开我两个星期了...在这两个星期...
我想了很多东西...我承认有时很不习惯...
因为没有他在陪我...我闷的时候他也会陪我..
晚上打电话给我...和我聊天..
哈哈哈...这一切都过了...

这两个星期..我都在想..
我几时才能忘记他...现在我可能做到了..
不习惯..也是要学会习惯..
赫赫..

现在开始..我再也不怕闷了..
因为我闷的时候...有我的好姐妹在陪我..
对不对..
还有一个人..不过这个人很奇怪的..
他怎样奇怪..我不懂怎样来讲...
不过...
我不开心,他会讲笑话给我听..又是他的空会和我聊天...
终止他的人有少少奇怪的啦..
这个人就是阿杜...
赫赫...

希望阿杜不会生气我,这样来讲他吧..
怎样都好谢谢你们哦..一直以来都在陪我..
辛苦咯..
赫赫...

19.6.09
星期五..真的闷死人..在学校..
那天真的不想去学校的咯...因为很少人去..
我的朋友才几个去学校而已..
我妈妈不给我不去..所以我就去学校咯..

一大早就被一个人吵醒了...
不过也要谢谢他拉..吵醒我..
赫赫..

所以不到6am就起身了...
6.40am去学校...
到了学校..去mamak等朋友来...

进到学校..真的闷死..
simsim不开心..因为发生了一些事情..
别不开心啦..没有他..还有我们啊..

赫赫..
下课时..我走人了..
阿杜进来学校载我出去..
我和他一起去MCD..
12点半..阿杜就载我回学校..
我们很无聊吧...
赫赫..

不过我也很开心啦..
谢谢..
要不然我在学校闷死了...

new updates..

13/6/2009 saturday..
at night go out eat with my family..my cousin all got go..
because pui my grandmother..

12am my cousin ask me want go find JIE NI ma..than i say ok luu..
i think is 3 people onli..but not 3 people is 8 people..
my cousin,jie ni,jie ni sister xue qi,xue qi 2 friend,my cousin 2 friend..
1car cannot sit 8 people..than my cousin call he friend come fetch them..
so got 2car lorhx.

actually we go THE MINES watching movie..but dont know got movie see or not..
so din go liao..we just go semenyeh BEACH yam cha..
jie ni diam diam de...dont want say anything..just laugh only..xD
xue qi give my cousin and my cousin de friend zat dou sei sei..
3people keep say bad word..
damn funny..

all dont want drink beer...just 2 people drink onli..
me and my cousin drink...

we until 2.30am back home..my cousin fetch me back sin..
fetch liao me back..only fetch jie ni back..
luck my mum din scold..^^

I LOVE DRUNK

because no need to think so many thing..

15/6/2009 monday..

yesterday start school liao..not so boring ba..

still can tahan..

at class sim and yi han dont want give me think so much..so pui me chat..

my class teacher and still got few teacher din teach us jor..

change teacher liao..got little bit happy..

yesterday can say whole day at school no teacher teach my class..just sejarah got teach...

so shuang..can sleep at class..

but i din sleep larhx..

chatting with my friend..

16/6/2009 today...

afternoon nothing to do...

i know he din work jor...because he want change work..

so i want konw now he find dou work jor or not..

i msg give he..

ask he find dou work liao maa...than he reply me..he say find already..waiting now..

me and he just send 1-2 msg only..than he no reply me le..

start from this afternoon he din reply me jor..i dont want think so much..

so go sleep ba~

just now wake up saw dou he got online..

OMG..i think back last time me and he at msn chat dou so happy..

and if he free..he will want SKYPE with me de..

but now no liao le..everthing is pass...

so sad =[

i really control my self..dont want to think back he liao de ar..

but now....................................

hope he fast fast find dou work la..

只要有耐心...一定会找到...

要加油哦..

我相信你一定可以的..

我..回..来..了.....

inside fitting room..

me and my family go this restoran eat dinner...

GURNEY HOTEL LOBBY...

10/6/2009 wednesday..
wednesday night i going to penang..with my family..

11.++pm going to penang..me sleep inside the car..

11/6/2009 thursday...

reach until penang 2++am..too early jor reach until there..

me and my family yam cha at mamak luu..

than we sleep inside the car..sleep 2 hour...

6.++am we going to eat breakfast..

7.++am go GURNEY hotel to check in.. damn tired..

check in jor.. than back room to sleep..

sleep until afternoon we go out eating..

me and family go shopping at GURNEY PLAZA...

i go ROXY de shop see got nice de shitrt or not..

no saw dou nice de shirt..but my cousin de gf buy 1 belt give me..at ROXY de shop..

than i go see SODA de shop..i buy jor 1 shirt at there...

walk until 6.++pm..me and family go eat dinner...

12/6/2009 yesterdsay..check out le...

yesterday im comming back jor..

at night recah until home..

feel tired de.. but also online9.. on awhile only bah.

because jia jia cant use pc..so cant SKYPE...she sis using pc..

haizz..

than AH DU busy doing homework..so i dont want disturb he...

let he continue do homework..

My Life

my life so boring.. everything is gone..
i hate my life...
when my life can be back shine..
who can tell me..

hope i can start my new life..

and happy everyday...

tomorrow is my friend de birthday..
i cant go..because tomorrow night i go pinang with my family..
so no time to go she geh birthday party..
so sorry orhz..
hope she wont angry me larhx..
HAPPY BIRHTDAY YAX..

不 开 心

在这几天..我天天都在想着他..
真的很幸苦..很累了
想到他..我就会想到以前和他在一起的日子...
时间说长不长，说短不短
真的很不开心...
现在和他只能做回朋友..

我真的能忘了他吗..
忘记一个人真的很难..
每一分每一秒..都会想起他..

以前的他,跟现在的他..
是不一样了..

回忆我不要..我现在什么都不要..
我要的就是快快忘记他...

这两天来...我到早上才睡觉..
睡两三个小时就起身了..
睡不着..

昨晚又嘉嘉陪我skype..
啊du 就陪我聊天在msn..
聊到早上..

还好有朋友陪我..安慰我...
嘉嘉，佩珊，simsim，joey，啊DU，yan yi
谢谢你们..

erm...佩珊不懂做什么..
昨天在msn send 一些东西给我..
我问她..她又不理我..
haizz..

GOODBYE MY LOVE

everything is over liao..
yesterday he reply me and give me answer liao le..
that answer is so hurt and sad..when i receive he msg,i so sad...
dont know can do what..but what oso cant do..
he say he dont want any 1 disturbing when him fight for he future..
and no feeling v me already..
so hurt..

i want say thank to AH DU
yesterday midnight he call me..and he say with me if want cry,jiu cry larhx..
at last i oso cry jor..AH DU hear me crying..
paiseh == because let AH DU hear dou me cry..
nevermind de baa..
tam back me..and say 笑话 give me hear..
he give me know jor many thing..
we chat untill morning

haizz..
i want reply yuen shen de msg..
but dont konw want reply what..
today morning i reply jor le..
anyway ba~
祝你幸福快乐.. hope ur new life will hapi..
remember muz take care urself
you give me de memory..i will forget it..
i dont want to remember because when i thinking back..im so sad..
i will use my time to forget it..
memory wont at my hearts and brain anymore...

..GOODBYE..

im back

ngam ngam back from genting
tired~
yesterday afternoon go genting..sleep 1 night at thr..
now back home liao..
at thr so many people orhx..because holiday..
but i alson din play..i just take my laptop..
at night go starbuck online9..skype with jia jia..
jia jia yesterday sick jor..so skype awhile only..
1.35am back hotel jor..sms give dar..but dar never reply me..
nevermind baa..i will wait dar reply back my msg..
than 2am watch tv untill 3am..finnish watching movie jor..
go sleep lorhx..
now so tired.. later continue sleep again...

Mayb Got 1 Day,Eu Will Broke This Promise

4.6.07
in this 7month im so happy together with you..
mayb now you forget what you promise me before this..
you say i will BELONG WITH YOU FOREVER
but all is lie..
i wont believe FOREVER this word
because no FOREVER

you promise me WILL HOLD MY HAND AND WALK UNTIL END
you promise me WONT LEAVE ME ALONE EXPECT YOU BZ
you say MY HEART IS BELONG TO YOU
but now le?
you still remember all this is you promise me de ma..
you forget jor izit?

y this few day you also bu li bu cai wo?

izzit you feel cool liao together with me?
just let me konw ba~ =[

i want msg you..but i scare disturb you..
i want cal you.. but scare you dont want answer my cal or dont want chat with me..

in tis few week i msg you..ask you izit not yet bek..
you just reply IM BACK..NOW WANT SLP..SO TIRED
just like tis onli..

please dont treat me like this..
if got anything,you just give me noe larhx..
y want like this to treat me wor..

yesterday i ask you 1 question
untill now you haven reply me
can you reply me?

today whole day..i wait ur reply..
but you also din reply me..

write until here only..

i still wait ur reply..

2.6.09

today morning help my mum work
so boring and tired
tomorow still want help my mum work again =[
my fon don know now how liao
hope my fon in tis few day will take bek

now i borrow my mum de fon liao
sim card is my 1 larhx..
if got anything,now can msg or call me jor
hehe~

long time din meet dar jor
so miss dar lorhx..

now want sleep jor larhx..
k larhx..
write until here only baa..

"DAR I MISS YOU"

blog~

my blog give some people delet jor
dont know how delet de~
haizz
but i also use back tis email larhx..
now want edit back my blog liao
=[

ngam ngam back from low yat and sungai wang
my fon masuk hospital jor
mayb no fon use in tis few day or few week
sad~
no mood~